Love Bug

To those fellas out there, have you ever been in a situation where you have a girlfriend or wife and this really cute/hot girls starts talking to you and is just all over you? It sucks doesn’t it? It’s like “Why couldn’t have found me 2 years ago before i meet my girlfriend or something?!”
My theory is that girls are after the guys with girl friends is because the have an aura and charisma of nice and good feelings as opposed to those where the guys are are “chasing” or looking for girl friends, it makes them seem vicious in the dating world. It’s not the females nature to ruin a relationship between a man and his significant other. They just want some good and pure that the guy has and is showing when they’ve found someone special.


Now then, it’s up to yourself if you want to cheat on your significant other for something different. To thrive for that sort of excitement.
Unforunately, I’m won’t do something like that. Yet again, my situation is different.

I am not quite in a relation of any sort with anyone right now. But i am happy with myself. But i very often reject many females because i feel that it’s not right. I’ve been out of a relationship for more then half a year but how do i know when it’s the right time to go back into the playing field? When is the time where you’re rebounding and when is it not?
Perhaps I am throwing people out of my face because i am not being loyal to myself. I have had told myself to swear of girls and never deal with anything anymore. But i long for those feelings with being with someone. Those feelings of closure, compassion. Oh how I dearly miss it.

But the best way remind myself is that love hurts. It truly does. It may heal your heart for the short term, but the heart can only be so fragile. It only hurts more then it then how much happiness.

It’s time to be myself again. And only I, myself, could only Me.
It’s time to tell myself, Susie.loves me.


Next Stop: No One

posted : Friday, June 6th, 2008

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